The Adventure Begins!

I am ignorant. 

Don’t laugh at me. Everyone is ignorant. I don’t think anyone in this messed up world knows every single thing. Heck. Even Socrates, one of the greatest Greek philosophers, knows that he knows nothing so who are we to make fun of “ignorant people”? Some of us may be intelligent in some topics and areas in life but that does not give us any right to berate others.

However, ignorance is a choice for us to make. And I choose not to be one.

My name is Toshi. I’m just a teenager that feels like sharing his world to the world. I’ve had several tries in blogging but sad to say, I was never able to maintain it. Yeah, I am one of those people who never finishes something they started. It sucks knowing that I don’t have enough self-discipline and I feel like I’m such a weak person. This is the reason why I will try my very best to update and maintain this blog as much as I can. I want to prove myself that I am not weak and I am disciplined enough to maintain something I started.

I am not your typical teenage guy. Probably because I don’t belong to any stereotypes. (not that I like stereotyping… stereotyping is stupid) I don’t know where I belong because I am still lost in finding my identity. I have a very messed up personality. Sometimes I even think that I have bipolar disorder. lol. For the love of God, I wish I don’t. Anyway, this is one of the reasons why I always feel sad for no reason at all. It’s like having an empty space in your mind. It is so hard to understand others when you do not understand yourself.

People say that I am intelligent. I think so too. And I am saying this NOT to boast or whatever. I love studying and learning. I don’t like the traditional way of education though. I prefer those outrageous and out-of-the-box ways of learning new stuff. I also love having fun. Who doesn’t?! I can be crazy and weird most of the time that’s why some of my friends don’t want to hang out with me in public places because they get embarrassed. Very nice friends, aye? Very nice. -_- I can have episodes of depression though. There are times when I won’t talk to anyone and just feel like disappearing as if i never existed.

I love music. Music is the only thing that keeps me from very serious depressions, seriously. I recently reinvented my playlist though, deleted all those not-so-good pop songs and replaced them with alternative punk rock bands. \m/ I can also say that I am quite good in tech stuff. I am not the super nerd type but I can understand how it works and can learn it fast. I am also into photography, cooking, singing, dancing and other heaps of stuff. I am quite an all-rounder. Jack of all trades yet a master of none, that’s what I call myself. I am a big fan of piano and I really want to learn how to play it so freaking bad. Unfortunately, my mum won’t buy me an organ because we still have other stuff to be worried about. It’s really sad to think that sometimes, dreams and goals in life will never be achieved just because of money. Sucks to be me, I guess.

Well, enough about me and let us talk about this awesome crap. This blog will talk about, well, anything under and around the sun lol. I don’t think I will be focusing on a single area; instead, I will be writing about stuff across various fields. After all, this is a personal blog. I will say what I think, what I feel, what I experienced and whatnot. AND, if you ever feel that my opinions are erroneous or ridiculous, you are more than welcome to leave this blog. I am entitled to my own opinion and so are you. You are entitled to my opinion. lol. But seriously, if you think I’m going overboard or you think otherwise, just leave a comment. 🙂 I am happy and open to healthy discussions. It’s probably for the better anyway since my main objective in making this blog is to meet and talk with other people from different places. So it is a win-win situation!

Anyway, if you have reached this part then I am very thankful for reading. If not, screw you. Until the next post..

– Toshi  🙂